I needed something.

My parents were just fighting, because my dad denies hating my friends. i know he does. he doesn't have a problem with any of my sister's friends. so anyway, i'm sitting here, with nothing to do. my eyes are burning really bad and i have a terrible headache.

i don't know what to do.

i'm so confused. i can't even explain this to anybody, it's so confusing. i need to get it sorted out. but i don't know how. it's a combination of things, i guess. people aren't telling people things, people get mad, i don't even know why people keep secrets from their friends. it makes me sick. and i'm involved in this. what do you do when there seems to be something wrong with your friend, and they just don't tell you whats wrong, and tell you that they swear nothings wrong, but there definately is. i guess this whole thing started in a chat room. all because of some stupid plans that were cancelled and my friend wouldn't tell us who cancelled on her. then it got horrible. we got into this big fight.

i hate it when people talk about inside jokes i don't know about. or people i don't know about. it makes me feel uncomfortable. actually, it makes me a bit mad.

damn, we really needed a sleepover tonight.